YWednesday, October 11, 2006
syg,im sorry.
didnt mean to talk to you that kind of way.
but i just cant take it.
im not strong enough.
its pressure me although you told me not to entertain you first.
im different.
i dont like that kind of way.
but you're mad for nothing.
did i make you feel that way?
i just cant understand you if you're like that.
i tried to calm myself down but i cant cause you're not.
&you're not yourself today.
i cant get you.
please understand.
im NOT strong!
im easily hurt.
im different.
i wont force you to tell me every single thing.
syg,i almost give up.
give up on this relationship.
i dont know why.
im sorry.
i dont want to argue anymore.
it hurts me!
it really do.
im tired of all this.
i really cant take it.
everytime it happens i tried to control.
i'll just break down.
sorry for feelings.
sorry for my actions.
sorry for my words.
i dont mean to treat you that way.
give me time&i'll promise i'll work on it.
i dont know whats got into us.
but i'll always love you.
#eda thanks for everything.
you've been sucha a wonderful friend.
i really hope that you&ismadi will be okeh.
i know it hurts you cause you've always wanted him to be yours.
but then it end up that way.
be strong,unlike me.
i'll try my best to help you.
i promise.i dont want you to be like me.
cause i know.there's always better chances of getting better guys for you.
you've always been there for me when i need a friend.
we've been through ups&downs together.
and thanks for that.
really appreciate that girl.
all the best!*smooochies*
my two shining stars.
much love,ika.
11:40 AM
